Is it wrong that I still love
him? No, I don't think so. Is it wrong that he kissed me and I
kissed back? Yes, that is wrong. I love him, he loves me. His mom
doesn't like me at all though. He hurt himself because of what
his mom said. She said " You can't date her." He has
about 10 cuts on his wrist because he can't be with me. I
have on cut on my wrist, but i have hurt myself other ways. I
have practically tattooed the word love on my other wrist. Red
marks burn my skin. My nails, sharp, scrap against my skin. I am
thinking of taking a thumbtack to my skin. I might give myself a
permanent tattoo (scar) with his Initials. I know he won't read
this for I will hide it. I fear no one will help me, because no one
knows I have these things in my head. I think about killing myself,
but what stops me is my long-time friend and Him. I love Him and I
filled up a page of hurt and pain.
Is it wrong that I still love him? No, I don't think so.
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notime4stopsigns · 1 decade ago
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God, ana, wish you werent so crazy in love with him... :/ thats really painful. dont hurt yourself please. ever. youre beautiful.