I never
knew it would hurt this bad.
I never did stop thinking about you,and about us.
I tried though. I can't let you go.
I don't even wanna think about it. It's killing me inside
and I just
want you to know that I love you.
I can't explain how much.
I can't tell you why. I could but it wouldn't make sense.
Your my
best friend. I miss having someone there when I needed them
too. I
miss you. I miss us.
I miss the way things were. I can't imagen going another day
without
you.
I want you to want me. I want you to want to be with me. I want
you to
miss me. I want you to love me and need me. I want you to
understand
and just hold me. Just talk to me. I can't make you do any of
that but
I wish I could. Your all I got and all I need.
It's hard losing everything i worked so hard for. Your the
best thing I
had. I've been praying like crazy. All day everyday
since. God gave
me something so precious, he blessed me with someone to love and
he
gave me you. I don't want you to go.
I can't handle it. I just can't.