Vent.Vent.Vent.Vent.
so
my boyfriend and I haven't talked for
over a month and suddenly he comment-
ed on a Facebook status of mine. He had
gotten his laptop and cell taken away and
he only has Internet on his dsi (babyish right)
I really miss him, and we were beyond close.
Both emotionally close, physically close, and
well generally close. I love him. It's insane.
Also because we got so physical I am not
allowed to even date him, which literally kills
me. So then I started cutting, three times a day.
I can't get him out of my mind. He of course
says 'we'll make it work' but I'm terrified
that we
can't. I just want to cry. I guess it's not big deal.
And it sounds shallow but, I cannot explain
our connection, all I can say is I cannot do this
without him. He made/makes me so happy
Without him I am actually depressed.
I'm just scared and alone.
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