Dear you,...
You know what
upsets me the most?
You & how much I loved you, you know I actually cared
& I think at a point you did too, but you suddenly just
stopped.
I don't know why, I guess you didn't feel the same, I
understand that
people move on...
But I'm upset because you didn't tell me right away,
instead you
kept it as a secret, faked your ' I love you's '
& I was fooled all along.
You cheated, and lied. I asked you and you lied.
You said you
could never lie to me, well you lied about that too.
And you don't realize how hard it is to get over
this.
Because I
wouldn't think you would do that to me.
But slowly I'm realizng that life goes on and I have to move
on.
What we had was fun, but not forever.
I realize that and alot of other things.
I forgive you.
and it's true that I miss you, but you know what I miss?
I miss us being best friends.
Goofing off in the hall, laughing, playing jokes on eachother.
I want the old us back.
I promise to do anything to get it that way again.
Do you remember all those good times?
I want to be close with you, trust you and tell you everything.
I can't wait until were best friends again,
Cause honeslty I miss that alot. ♥
Dear you,... You know what upsets me the most? You & how
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Aug 8, 2010 9:20pm