choking on a dream
and letting out a silent scream
i dont wanna feel this way anymore
still dont know what im living for
im overwhelmed but sorrow and pain
i feel i have nothing to gain
but still i continue with life
and i wont go down without strife
all i need is some time to cope
and maybe i will find some hope
i will not be the one to make you cry
all because i choose to die
just know that without you i wouldnt have made it through
and that i really do love you


i wrote this for my mom