My guy troubles
please read
and please give me advice
if you have any
 

i like this guy
 

I love this guy
 

Hes my boyfriend
 

Hes my ex
 

Hes really cute
 

Hes always been there for me
 

His familys great
 

he lives with his aunt bc his parents are dead
 

A rather scaring past

My boyfriend cheated on me about 3 times before this
but i forgave him and we were just starting to get steady again
 

about the third time i was with him i cheated on my ex (was current bf) 

My boyfriend didnt care but after a while decided that
he would let me go so i could let my feelings out for
the other boy
 

I was single for a while after my boyfriend broke up with me
 

i txted him everyday all the time we got really close
but i wasnt planning to date him
 

We didnt talk or look at each other for the longest time
and it was killing me
 

My best friend and this boy convinced me to date him
even though i gave them like 7 reasons to why i shouldnt
but they shot them all down

i didnt realize till much later that the reason why i didnt
want to date this kid was bc i was planning on still dating my ex
just taking a break you could say

i like my boyfriend alot and dont want to hurt him
i might just wanna stay with him im just not sure
i still love my ex... but i need to make a decision
before i get to far into this relationship bc i dont
want to hurt him anymore than i have to.. if i do
have to

I wish i would have never gotten myself into this mess
but now im in it and i have to do something