you
know how there's all the love cliches;
like having butterflies && having your heart skip a
beat?
well i think to a certain extent i knew
what people meant
when they said that, but actually feeling it
is something wayyy different.
i was hanging out with my friends, when all of the sudden
i randomly saw him from the corner of my eye, &&
instantly,
my heart like, litterally skipped a beat.
it was honestly the craziest, most scary, wonderfully awesome
feeling in the world. && at that moment, i realized
that
i really am in
love with him.
but, it just doesn't
matter :/
i know he doesn't like me back;
so for now, i'm just going to relive that amazing moment,
&& hope that eventually my feelings will
fade...
it's
kinda long, but in my opinion worth it?
idkk, it's not pretty but whatevv.