because sometimes it's easier to say, "i hate you",
than "i miss you, i wish we didn't fight; i wish you would
call me sometimes." because sometimes, it's easier to think,
screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you're
overwhelmed & feel like you're drowning. because sometimes,
it's easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things
& realize how much you've been struggling, and how much you
feel as if life has gone out of your control