So im saying this only because he will never read it...
Dear Bestfriend<3,
Its me your WC, yur fuckkin bitchh, thee annoying
person. Uhm even though i only knew you exsisted this year, its
been some of the best months of my life. I love you, like my
brother. I can tell you anything and i know you wont tell. Some of
the things we talk about, if anyone ever read theyd think were
crazy, or gross. You know more secrets than some of my best girl
friends and its because you dont judge, and you dont have a big
mouth. Youre my gay bestfriend cause yu tell it how
it is, you never lie to me and when i ask does this shirt make
me look fat yu say know yu have huge boobs
though. Sure i mite annoy you to the point where you want to
shoot yurself, but i thank god everyday that your here for me
because i am nothing without you. I think ive told you everything
there is to know about me. Every secret I have to tell, is in your
head and i know i can trust you with anything. The things we
talk about, i dont think there is anyone else who is
closer than us. You know everything about me, except two
things. One: i go to camp because, for me at least, its not
expensive and i know that might not make sense but its cheap. Two:
I LOVE YOU. Like i cant even begin to explain. The truth is when we
first met that day, on girlside, i knew your name, i knew who you
were, i knew everything. You were shy and funny and smart, very
smart and you went to school with two of my friends. But i never
told anyone how much i liked you, because they would just laugh. So
the summer went i and i moved on. You helped me threw my first
broken heart, even though hes your bestfriend. I let you have my
bestfriend cause she really liked you too. But its taken me a while
to realize, sometimes when you love someone you should tell them,
and if its meant to be, it will happen. If not move on. So i did
that. I told him i loved him and he pushed me away. But through all
that, you were there for me. And i moved on back to you. Youre the
person the i want to text every five minutes but dont want to be
annoying, but psh i already am so i get passed it. Your the one i
want to spend my summer with, not him. Your the one i would spend a
night drunk with you and not care about what happens. Youre the one
that when i dont get a response back, i stare at my fone and yell
at it until you answer, even if its only "k". Babe, i
dont know how to tell you this but when i hear your name i cat
breathe. When i see you, my heart stops. When i talk about you, im
speechless. You know i would die for you, because i just love you
with all of my heart. But i cant tell you how much i love you. It
would makes things awkward. It would ruin friendships and
relationships and our stupid bet and everything. But especially our
relationship, our friendship, everything we have it would be
ruined, it would be awkward and i would loose the most important
person to me. I cant lose you baby. But i want you to know if your
out there somewhere, i love you with all my heart and soul. And
thank you so much, for everything youve given me in my life. Youve
let me love again. <3 i love you gay best friend but not gay.
Prude but not as prude as me, loser but cooler than me [; And
if there ever comes a day, when you forget about me, just know ill
never stop thinking about you....JBB
iiloveyou,alwaysandforever.inneverwanttolooseyou<3
Love,
Your bestfriend<3 xoxox
