i never
thought
id
ever
feel
like
crying over
a guy
.
you cant lose something you
never had , so why do i feel like crap ?
its like everytime i see you i want to beat you up with my books
,
but then again i cant stand being with you , or without you .
its unexplainable ; my feelings for you . we had a thing ,
but it wasnt like a small thing , it was bigger than just friends
,
but not quite like we were going out or anything .
we were just best friends , that felt more than just the freind
level .
geese , im trapped in this hell hole i call my crappy life .
i feel like throwing up when i see you , but i still want to be
with you .
we have a weird bond , and it feels like i lost you .
and here we are at the same page again ,
you cant
lose something
you never had .
<;3
all minee ! no jocking
;
just venting about lifee .
lazy with colors too , sorry .
