i
hate you.
who
am i kidding? i could never hate you. you make me smile when all i
wanna do is cry. but you also make me feel ontop of the world then
you bring her up and make me fall down. when im with you i
feel beauitful because i know that you love me for whats inside me
too. you make me feel protected and like nothing could hurt me. i
feel amazing when you wrap me in a great big hug when softly kiss
me. i love everything about you, expect for u liking her.
shes tearing u right out from under me and it seems like im the
only one who notices. you always say "why dont you just break
up with me since i bring so much drama into your life?" when
the truth is, idk what id do without you. you not just my
boyfriend, but my best friend too. you know my life story, and you
dont judge me for my imperfetions. all your friends say were
perfect for eachother. and i agree, but all my friends think ur a
huge dick for hurting me so much. i love you to much to let go and
when we fight all i think about is what i can do to fix it. he
doesnt text me back for hours at a time and during those few hours
everytime my phone rings i pray its him. all i want is my boyfriend
back, i want him to be mine and just mine. i love him to much to
let him go and when i have let him go im a mess. i cry myself to
sleep, hardly sleep, eat, laugh, or talk. all i could do was think
about him. in class it takes all of me not to cry and i have to
hold myself together but all that does is remind me of how he wraps
his arms around me when i sit on his lap. im tired of being broken
up by him but idk how i can live without him. i want her to
relize that ill do anything to get him back and i dnt wanna lose
him again.
i love
you
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i hate you. who am i kidding? i could never hate you. you make
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