his is a poem i wrote called messed up...

confused i don't know what to do
my world is all in pieces
hiding feelings concealing thoughts
forgetting my real self
lonely days endless hoours
trying to figure this out
wondering where i went wrong
and what these feelings are about
thinking of the past
regretting some mistakes
realizing how i acted
and how i ruined everything
if i had just one chance
to change the past for good
i'd go start again
o how i wish i could
but i know thats a fantasy
and theres nothing i can do
except to try and move one and forget all aout you
its easy for me to fake it
to really play pretend
but deep inside its killing me
because we can only be friends
so as i write these words
i make a wish and pray
that maybe it will go back
and we'll be together someday