darling, let's go on a long drive. i got a lot on my mind, but i ain't in the mood to say much. we can pull over if you get tired and i can take the wheel. tell me about your day or play that album you like lately. i wanna hear it on repeat. i just want an excuse to have you next to me.
that's how break ups are; hating you like crazy while hoping you get home safe. that's how break ups are; wishing you the best but hoping you won't find better.
i'll admit i almost fall for it at times. sweet bliss and the thrill of breaking my rules. but i've taken this path before and i don't wanna go there anymore. the flutter in my tummy became an ache. that disorder took too much away from me. it wasn't just food. i'm realising all the other opportunities i starved myself of. i just didn't know it then. i still get tempted but never again.
no i won't make friends with change. i get a bit nervous. yeah, i get a bit nervous now. but when it gets hard, i get a little stronger now. i get a little braver now. before i give my heart away.