"open the door, i'm here now. why aren't you aware? look, i'm wearing that shirt you bought me. and i bought the flowers you like. everything has returned to how it once was but you're not here. open your door." - here i am ; yesung
i guess i needed an excuse. when you watched me with careful eyes. the awkward, nervous tension. the moment you told me i shouldn't leave anytime soon. i think that's when i decided. i wanted to leave when you needed me most. i wanted to be cruel. i had never wanted to runaway so bad.