and i have been trying to pick up the pieces but you keep holding onto one. holding it above my head as if it's a game. when i'm couragous you hold tightly onto that piece. you outstretch your arm, as far as you can go. it's silly, it's too far. you only know it hurts when my tears fall. when i've given in to cowardice and accepted your embrace. when i can't hold my emotions back any longer. it's only then when you give it back to me. you only let me be whole when you're holding me. how did i get here? miscommunication and emotional unavailability. you are the embodiment of my nightmares. you stand tall before me with a smile. do you see what's happening? i'm in the palm of your hand and you're so happy. you're always so happy when you see me. you truly don't know my heart.
Dudu*
MaxieTofu