I woke up today and realized... i haven't really thought about you as much as i used to.. You moved on, and maybe it's best if i let him help me move on..
I've been thinking lately thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round If there's an out, I need a way maybe an escape I wanna be at top, grade A I've been up, pushed down Facing the ground I've been trying to find my way Trying to do Normal things I used to pursue So fired up but now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell without a crack I'm still stuck in this hell Whoa oh I've been falling lately thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Whoa oh
I'm going crazy, crazy, don't care, I'm going crazy, crazy, don't care. I'm going crazy, crazy, don't care, I'm going crazy, crazy, don't care. (Okay) You mind my every move, you know where I go, You're following me, but you are going slow. Watch me slay, watch me slay. Please obey, please obey.
me_just_me posted a quote
November 16, 2016 7:39pm UTC
I don't think he understands that I've been hurt so many times by the people who promised they would never hurt me. It's easier to push someone away and not let them in, because if you let them in they might just take the little amount of happiness you have left in you, and when thats gone what will you have left?
me_just_me posted a quote
November 16, 2016 10:14pm UTC
He asked me what I wanted out of our relationship; I said everything. I want Thanksgiving with you, Christmas, that New Years Eve kiss, our random adventures, our inside jokes, that feeling when we look into eachothers eyes. But, most importantly, I just want you to love me like I love you.