the way i feel about and how attracted i am to her can only be described as out of this world. it feels like i am in a trance almost like she has put a spell on me but she hasn't. and i can't understand why i am so attracted to her it's exciting but at the same terrifying cause maybe she is the one who will save me from my living hell or maybe she will shatter what peices are left of my heart. only one way to find out only time will tell will she kill me or will she be the one who finally saves me from my own hell..
Music is my religion, music is my savior, music is my escape when i need to leave the real world music is my life and i know i could never live without it.