I'm giving myself whiplash with how quickly I'm changing from one person to the next. One second I'm this type of kid and a few months later I have to fix things up again because I've changed so much. It's not a bad thing. I don't know if it's a good thing, either, although I'm inclined to say it is. It's just... fast, so fast, so much faster than I've seen for anyone else and it's almost frightening like that. And I wonder who, in the end, I will be. lkjl