I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done and wake up to your face against the morning sun, but like everything I've ever known, you'll disappear one day; so I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away.
You say it's all in my head and the things I think just don't make sense, so where you been then? Don't go all coy; don't turn it 'round on me like it's my fault. See I can see that look in your eyes, the one that shoots me each and every time.
You grace me with your cold shoulder; whenever you look at me I wish I was her. You shower me with words made of knives; whenever you look at me I wish I was her.
I will never give up and never stop being your friend. "I'm unrepentant." That is what they tell me so I am not allowed to come back. "Disfellowshipped." It is a horrible horrible word. But I am your friend. I am here. Today was awesome. Today you helped me not because it was your job and not because of obligation or duty. Today you helped me because you could.