You needing a friend who does not bring mental turmoil, who does not bring horrible baggage, a friend who is not a monster, not a hypocryoite, a friend who you can say anything to, a friend to hug, a friend to.squeeze their hand, a friend to bring laughter, a friend to talk about such cool stuff, a friend who does not mind a frumpy outfit, fuzzy slippers, a shirt six sizes to big, a friend who.smiles and searches for your smile.