I want to do something self-destructive. I want to forget about everything whilst making even stupider decisions. I want a distraction. I need a destructive distraction. Because i feel like I'm about to self destruct anyway
four walls five miss calls every night you going out to fulfill the drought in your heart everything is all good till you start the walk from your front door too your bed room going too feeling like June to feeling like a tomb you know that no one can be the same and no one can say your name the way I did
It's so strange how you can have the bestest and most amazing friends but you still can't quite tell them about the hurricane happening in your head because no matter how much you know they understand they still just don't?
gooddeeds posted a quote
November 2, 2015 11:28am EST
" I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together."
You know that shiver you get that just runs down ur whole body when You are all alone in ur room and you hear ur Parents yelling and cursing each other like it doesn't matter to Them about how their kid wil feel like when I hear them fight this way. What child likes to hear bad about their Own parents and by Their own mouths .__.
My Life Is Messed And I Am Unhappy Not Because Of Me...It Is Because I Am Living Around And Among The Not So Right People...So I Am Not Giving Up This Time...Because I Know The Moment I Step Out Of This Place I Will Be So Damn Happy...
Tell me what your worst fears are I bet they look a lot like mine tell me what you think about when you can't fall asleep at night tell me that you're struggling, tell me that you're scared, no tell me that you're terrified of life tell me that it's difficult to not think of death sometimes.