"You want to know what pain is?
Pain is coming home after a long day of being out and wanting nothing more than to sleep and never wake up. Pain is staring at your reflection in the mirror, hating everything that you see with disgust in your eyes. Pain is crying your heart out when you're realizing how alone you actually are. Pain is being tired of everything, but still forcing yourself to fake happiness. Pain is begging yourself to be strong, to keep on trying even though you know you've already given up."