Even when I realized I could not trust you, I still could not stop myself from loving you. Even when I realized you didn’t deserve me , I still felt like I deserved you. Because I had already given so much of me, and invested so much time and energy, that it didn’t seem fair to walk away with nothing..
His eyes light up as they latch onto yours. Crinkling at the sides as he smiles that loving smile of his. You return it with an even wider smile and soon you're having a competition at either sides of the room. He pulls a goofy face and you laugh. He hurries over and wants a peck from you as his prize. Not being a sore loser, you oblige. Once it's done he's faintly blushing, and you're pretty much a tomato at this point. But he doesn't seem to notice, he's too busy searching your eyes. You don't say anything after that, and neither does he. For what seems like an eternity, you admire each other for what you are, and in a moment it's gone. You jolt upright in bed and send daggers to your alarm. It was all but a dream.
It’s gotten to the point where I don’t know who I am anymore I constantly feel like I am on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I’m going crazy, and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can’t sleep, I can’t concentrate, I can’t even think straight. I am a mess I am coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
Meeting you was like learning a song and never knowing it would be my favorite. Meeting you was like falling Falling Falling Meeting you was like rain Meeting you was like sun Meeting you was like a foreign country filled with its own myths, language, geography and traditions that count back millions of years Meeting you was like losing my breath repeatedly Meeting you was love