So, recently, I went through a terrible break up. It was the first of my four relationships that I actually cried. It's a horrible feeling to know that the man who called you the love of his life two days ago, wants nothing to with you today. I used to think, "This is it. I'm going to marry youi someday." But that was just crazy. How could a 16 year old girl know anything at all about true love? It was crazy to think that he really did love me. I'm sorry if you think that I am just asking for attention on here, but it's so much more complicated than that. What I really want is just to write. Write my feelings, my inspiration, my thoughts. I can't do it anywhere else because of family and friends that i know in person. All they would want is for me to tell them about it, talk to them. I can't do that. I just want to write. It's so much easier to do when there are people around who will listen and care and understand rather than just tell me that I'm xcarzy and stupid for thinking the way I do.
Thanks everyone. I know a lot of you don't know me, and a lot may not even care at all, but even just knowing some people are out there is good enough for now.