Never, in all the seventy billion humans who have walked this planet since the beginning of time has there been anyone exactly like you. Never, until the end of time will there be another such as you. You have shown no knowledge or appreciation or your uniqueness. Yet, you are the rarest thing in the world.
The morphine stopped working when my system outsmarted me. Maybe I'll fight fire with fire and inject some of you into my bloodstream. It'll blend our world into haze, and maybe we'll forget we ever lived this star-crossed life to begin with.
xomarie* posted a quote
February 3, 2015 11:03am EST
I think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I'll dream of you. Because it's about you, it's always about you.
*nerium* posted a quote
February 3, 2015 12:18pm EST
I'm asked all of these questions, I'm asked "If f(x,y) := x2y, then what does ∂f/∂x equal?" and I know it, I do, but I'm so tired and I don't care. I want to know why I feel this way, I want to know why I want to die and why I hurt myself even on good days. I want to know why math is more important than my life and why a grade is greater than my health. The only answer I have so far is 2xy.
The Basics: Name: Alayna Age: 18 Love Life: Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: I do Do you like someone?: Yes Does anyone like you?: Yes Hugged anyone in the past week?: Yes. Friendships Who is your best friend?: Trisha, Hunter, Lorena, Dylan Where did you meet them? School, kensett Did you lose any friends this year?: "Friends" lol Gain any?: Nah Meet a special friend? Nope. Did you hang out with any friends in the past week? Yes. New Years Eve Did you do anything at midnight? Smoked Who did you spend it with? Hunter any resolutions? No. Valentines Day Did you have a Valentine? Yes Did you send out any cards/chocolates/etc?: No Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on this day?: I don't think i did, but this year ;) Summer Did you go on vacation?: Nah Did you hang out on the beach with friends?: Not a beach, lake How long was your summer break?: Not long enough. Did you get a tan?: You bet :) Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend during the summer?: Yess Halloween Did you go trick or treating?: Nope If so, who did you go with?: -- Did you dress up?: No Was it fun?: I don't remember what I did Christmas Who did you spend it with?: Family and bf Did Santa come to your house?: Mhmm Did you stay up until midnight on Christmas Eve? Yeah I was with my love <3 Your Birthday Who did you spend it with?: My wonderful boyfriend What did you do?: lots of things What did you get?: lots of things Have You Ever: (Yes or No) Hugged someone: Yes. Electricuted yourself: Yes. Climbed more than 60 feet: Yes like maybe a water tower lol Made a Youtube video: Yes omfg no Lied to a loved one: Yes. Had a pet: Yes. Ran a marathon: No. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes. 5 Do’s 1. Do you play any instruments?: Yes 2. Do you play any sports?: Yes 3. Do you believe in 2012? Nah 4. Do you like animals? Sometimes 5. Do you honestly like Obama?: Don't know, don't care. 4 If’s 1. If you get $1 Million for breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend, would you? No 2. If you were to get $50,000 for killing a rat, would you?: Yes. 3. If you were to choose between your best friend and your brother/sister, who would you choose? family 4. If you were to choose between coke/pepsi or sprite/7up, which would you choose? Neither 3 How’s 1. How old do you want to be when you get married?: Mid twenties 2. How many siblings do you have?: 2 brothers and a sister 3. How did your last Christmas go? Good 2 When’s 1. When is your birthday?: November 14 2. When was your last relationship? currently in one, last one was november 2013 1 What 1. What would you say if the guy/girl you like right now kissed you? Kiss him back !
Rachel97 posted a quote
February 3, 2015 1:39pm EST
We had something going, but life got in the way. We started talking again, and things started to look good, then out of nowhere you walk away. Is it something I did? Something I said? I hate feeling so alone and abused. I want things to work in my favor, but maybe what I need is to just move on and forget about you...Here's to hoping this works this time!