I don't want to sit behind a desk for the rest of my life.
I also don't want to be stuck in a job, doing something that I have no passion for,
and does not send me home from work with a smile. I want to grow
into more of my spiritual self. I do not wish to grow bitter, or boring, or lifeless,
God, that is the last thing I aim to become. I don't want to stop living,
even now I don't classify myself to be living while I'm on Witty, writing this, trying to
express my thoughts, and trying to convince myself that I want to live
differently, I know I have to make it happen.
But I see it happening, I see I withering, I see I growing more tired as every
24 hours pass, I'm losing the energy that made me run around for hours as a child.
And I'm only in high school.