I wish I was better at expressing my feelings. No one knows that my depression and anxiety have been at an all time high lately. I don't like to bother people with my issues; I'm usually the one giving other people advice. I wish I could practice what I preach and just vent to someone about everything going on in my life. I'm at a breaking point and I don't know what to do at this point.
Even if I had the chance to tell you how I feel about you, I wouldn't have even the slightest clue where to begin. I never knew it was possible to love and hate someone so much at the same time. So many thoughts go through my head when I hear your name. It's been three years and I still get butterflies and goose bumps every time you're around. I guess I would just tell you that I wish I knew where to go from here; that I wish I knew if I should have given up a long time ago or if I should hold onto the faith and hope that I've been grasping so tightly for so long. There's so many things I wish I knew and so many answers I'll probably never get.
Miluiel* posted a quote
January 2, 2015 1:04am UTC
Just a boy with a bird, cos they say that that's the word And you heard that I care, though I'm never really there Just a thought, just a kiss, just a hug, reminisce Not much for friendship, but I hate your wrists dismissed