Looking back,
I can see,
How messed up was me.
As I threw away,
All the way,
The chances that could,
Show me what I be should.
But still I did,
Things I shouldn't have,
As I pushed you back,
The only thing that was good,
Hurt you so,
And you'll never know,
That I did what I did,
To let you live,
A happy life,
Without me to drag you down, by your side....