i messaged my ex boyfriend on facebook and this is what i said
"Why?"
"Oops sorry wrong person"
"its fine" he replied
"do you still hate me" is all i can say
my heart skipped a beat as i said "okay. good :/"
I was hoping he would ask why i had a sad face so i could talk to him more. hoped he would ask how i'd been because this is what i'd say..
"how have you been?"
"to be honest with you. miserable since the day you left. Since the last time we talked. sometimes i still cry. I know its pathetic but in my mind you were the one. I can't love people. I dont know how. but with you it was so effortless. So natural and so new. Something i've never felt before and i miss that more than i could ever tell you. more than you will ever know. To tell you the truth i havent slept much without you. I haven't been ok. I miss you. I miss your touch and the butterflies you gave me. I miss how you were my best friend and i miss just talking to you. I love you so much to this day. It's been 14 months since you walked out of my life. The wors 14 months i've ever enduered. You are still the only one who can put a amile on my face. My sunshine every day and now it just rains and rains and rains. The weathr this year has been the worst its ever been in my life and i can't help but feel like its because we fell apart although im probably just beiong stupid"
But to be honest with all of you i'd probably just say
"i've been ok :/ how have you been?"