Wow. I just came back onto this site after so many years looking for some old conversations and wow. I just can't even describe how thankful I am for all those who put some form of effort into me. I'm not sure how many of these people will see it but thank you guys so much. As an update I guess, I'm doing much much better and I am at total peace with who I am as a person and how I look and its lovely to accept myself. I'm just really grateful for the wonderful people I found on here even though I've lost touch with many of these people. Thank you guys, so so so much.