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mynameischyna
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May 5, 2014 12:02am UTC

Honestly. I just need some advice. I'll try not to make this too long, but I could go on for days. Lol.
Anyways, I met this guy in September, and dated him for four months all the way until last Christmas. We had some of the best an worst times. He was addicted to a drug called DXM. It consumed his life and at times I felt second to his drugs. It all went a little too far for me, so I broke up with him on Christmas, and he left to go to Colorado. (I live in Indiana.) I haven't seen him since Christmas day, but I've been talking to him still. He said he's clean now, has a job, and an apartment. He said If I come to where he's at I can get a job and we can live comfortably. I really want to. He was my first everything, so of course I have an undeniable connection with him. But sometimes I wonder if I just miss having someone there for me, to kiss and laugh with me and just make me really happy. I feel like I was in love, but I don't know if i was just in love with all the attention I got from him. I've kind of tried to talk to other guys, but I'm always too scared to go see them, because I just feel like I'm doing something wrong. I'm really considering going to see him, but I don't know if I should. I can whenever I want, but I have so much still here at home. I just turned 18, and my whole family lives here. I'll be leaving my best friend, my mom, my brothers, and every other important person in my life, and I'm just not sure if I'm ready for all that. I have my whole life here. Do I really wanna leave for one guy? But he's not just a guy. He's my first love. Someone I'll always feel a connection with. I'm so torn, so if you can just put your input in I'd really appreciate it! I know it's a little long, but I can't help it. THANKYOU!

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givemeink
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May 5, 2014 12:03am UTC

Fragments of joy torn apart
A freshly drained heart that beats
Disguise themselves through him
He'll say that it's nothing new
And swear this is true
For you, I'll swallow the ocean

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Ryouta*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 12:14am UTC

Does it not seem contradicting to sit back and watch them take more? This is a fight for freedom, this is our way of saying...this is our day. This is nothing short of predictable.

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Ryouta*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 12:22am UTC

One fine day in math class....
Me: ~doing math things with my best friend~
Teacher: I'm hearing some great conversations! ~whispers to self~ turn down for what!
Me: I like cats c: ~trying to bother teacher~
Teacher: you scare me sometimes...
Me:
Best friend
Me: I scare myself xD
Best friend: ~facepalm~
True story ^w^

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Ryouta*
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May 5, 2014 12:40am UTC

So you curse at the sun to give into your love like a switch that can be turned on. Like you sleep with a plug in your back, sure enough there's a point where it will come undone. Well you're not alone..

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zimchim*
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May 5, 2014 12:48am UTC

"what's this?"
*holds out hands* "it's my heart."
*takes heart in hands* "wow, it's really thick, and really heavy."
*shrugs* "yea, sorry."
*taps heart with finger* "can I open it?"
"no."
"why not?"
"because I locked it."
"well, what's inside?"
"I'm not telling you."
"why?"
"cause I don't like people playing with it."
*mutters to self* "I bet I can't get in somehow."
"nah, I would't do that. it's dark inside."

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ArcticBrittany
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May 5, 2014 12:51am UTC

Im so afraid of being alone.

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zimchim*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 12:54am UTC

and then she melted, and I got her all over my shoes.

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RivaLuvsHerSav
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 1:02am UTC

I am a cold heartless person inside,
But don't blame me,
For it is you're fault,
Instead of mine.

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givemeink
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 1:10am UTC

If I could hold back the rain,
Would you numb the pain?
Because I remember everything.

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January 1, 1970 12:00am UTC

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givemeink
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 1:17am UTC

I got two letters from you
Last words of the runaway
Your love was written so true
And now I can't speak your name
I faced destruction and you
Just killed me and walked away
I gave my heart to the cruel
Now it will not beat again
I hope you do
I hope you suffer
I hope you do
Just like I suffered
No one will ever know you
Deny the last one who cares
Intoxicate with the new
Pretend I'm no longer here
I opened my heart to you
You lied just to reach inside
Now with the faith you've removed
Our hope for forgiveness dies
I hope you do
I hope you suffer
I hope you do
Just like I suffered
I've seen my darkest days
You gave each one to me
You have been lost for days
May you find my darkness
I hope you do
I hope you suffer
I hope you do
Just like I scuking suffered

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*crybaby*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 1:17am UTC

you're not allowed to wear a cotton t-shirt unless you're a true fan! do you go to
the fields and look at it? do you appreciate the agricultural implications of a gigantic
cotton industry?do you understand the harvesting process? name 5 cotton harvesting machines. didn't think so

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January 1, 1970 12:00am UTC

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givemeink
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 1:26am UTC

I watched you glide out the door
With poise I'd not seen before
I saw you shine
I collapsed to the floor
It promised it'd miss me more
And said
"True love is mine"
I missed you
Did you miss me?
Slowly, it's consuming me
Deliberate and deep
I can't take this deeper panic
Teach me
Teach me how you sleep so sweetly
I haven't left here for days
My panic keeps me awake
As he unwinds
Inside
He told me I should have known
That he'd hated the way I'd grown
To love self lies
She lied
Do you miss her
Like I missed you?
Slowly, I swallowed your fears
For all of those years
How could you let them consume me?
Teach me
Teach me not to dream deeply

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burning*
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May 5, 2014 2:06am UTC

why cant i go to sleep i dont get it

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DoubtfulDelinquent
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May 5, 2014 2:16am UTC

You go to sleep on your own and you wake each day with your thoughts and it scares you being alone.

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*Yours Truly*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 2:26am UTC

I swear every time I say
"You should read the books"
I automatically lose people's interest.

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Meg*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 3:06am UTC

Well, it takes all of my strength to be stable
As I force your insults under the table
And if you were wise you would compromise
And allow me to live my way
'Cause I am not a force to be reckoned with
And you don't have a clue what you're messin' with
And you can't see to the best in me
'Cause it's more than your heart can take
F*ck him... F*ck him!!!!

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Meg*
posted a quote
May 5, 2014 3:12am UTC

It don't feel right,
but it's not wrong.
It's just hard to start again this far along.
Brick by brick,
the letting go,
as you walk away from everything you know
When you release resistance
and you lean into the wind,
till the roof begins to crumble,
and the rain comes pourin' in,
And you sit there in the rubble,
til the rubble feels like home
That's how you learn to live alone
I've fought for so long to hold onto our 5 year relationship. I'm having to let go... to move on from everything I know. He was the center of my world. And now I have to move on.

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