She feels like she's drowning. Everyone expects so much - too much. She isn't as happy is she looks. She's struggling, crying out for help - but no-one listens.
It's harder than they think it is - and all she wants is to make them proud of her, but nothing she does is every enough. She tries so hard, but she just can't do it.
"I'm fine!" she says, a bright smile on her face.
Only her pillow, soaked in her pain, her fear and her weakness, knows the truth.