The feeling is constant.. When looking you in the eyes how could something so beautiful, not have a care in the world? how can the world miss something so beautiful?! Being close to you, face to face. My palms get cold and clammy my head feels like its going to explode from holding my breath.. you makeing me more and more nervous each time you get closer. So close as if we were to kiss hopeing we do, hopeing, wishing, praying you want to kiss me as bad as i want to kiss you! still looking you in the eyes. If only you knew, if only I had the guts to tell you how much I love you.. You are so amazing but you dont see it, you dont see why im still hear, why I fight for you, why I care, why I put up with all the crap you throw my way but thats just it.. only three words.. YOUR WORTH IT!! aha baby its just you and me against the world. You can throw up as many walls as you want. I cant be no superhero but I'll be your superhuman, and when you throw those walls up you best better believe I'll become the human version of the hulk and knock them down :) Ive learned to be very patient with you, and nothings wrong with that, your worth waiting for, and its better to wait and you come to me then me push you and you leave. Even though your not mine to show off that doesnt stop me. Im so proud of you, your accomplishments this year, striving for perfection with softball and succeding, putting up with peoples crap not letting them get the best of you. Keep your head held high baby girl