I don't get why I try. You don't care, so why should I? I'm so sick of being the only who shows any sign of emotion and that's just the way you are. I'm pretty sure this isn't the way a friendship is supposed to work. I'm getting so sick and tired and fed up of everything and everyone. I just can't freaking stand the world somedays, and somedays, I'm thankful and happy. I'm just freaking screwed up in the head. I ask, you get mad. You ask me, I don't want to answer and it's the end of the world. For once, why can't things be the way they're supposed to be? Jeez.