you need to like people for who they are. you need to eccept their flaws. you can't expect people not to be who they are. and if you just ignore their flaws, well, then you really don't like that whole person. you just like the perfected idea of the person. but that isn't who they are, not at all.
Those Girls -That allways look perfect without trying -That are naturaly funny -that can talk to teachers without their voice getting stuck -that attract about 100% of the boys population -That allways dress perfectly and their hair allways falls just the right way -That can say something without looking and sounding like a ddork -that you compare yourself to.
i hate myself. i know people say this all the time, and not to say that they don't mean it. but i am almost certain that not everybody feels this way. i mean, everyone is fighting their own war. and everyone has something, that one thing that pulls you back into suffering, that breaks your strings. my hate for myself is, theoretically, a pair of scissors that snap at the strings that hold belle, the person, together. i am too hard on myself. my own thoughts bring me to the point where i'm shaking and can't function or speak properly. i tell myself that i am unloveable. but i know that isn't all the way true. nice belle is very loveable. she's very chilled out, and funny, and just wants to hang out and laugh and smoke and drink all the time. but psycho belle, she hits the lowest lows. she has no faith in herself. and she wants to kill nice belle. and as i write this, i am actually sorting out my thoughts and i wonder if, perhaps, i am certifiably crazy. and then i realize that i probably am. and then i realize that i've always known that.
Flyleaf Things #14 There will be 12 tracks on the new album. Some are titled "Green Heart", "Bucket Of Worms*", "New Horizons" , "Fire, Fire" , and "Good Night Old Friend" *may be Bucket of Words, I've seen different things.