Confusing Love
''Aren't you done yet?'' Josh questioned as if he didn't already know the answer. Josh is my boyfriend, has been for four months now. ''No...'' It was the middle of the school year and Josh wanted to start taking me to school. Something I did not look forward to at all. i can hardly make conversation with the boy, how am I going to stay in a car for twenty minutes and talk. I couldn't just be silent because that was over the top rude. I have tried all excuses possible but he worked around them. Josh is sweet, really sweet , but sometimes I think i just need more then sweet. He just doesn't give me butterflies in my stomach any more. He doesn't have that spark to him no more. I miss that. Before we could do anything together and we would laugh it out later. He was like a bestfriend and a boyfriend before but now he is just not the same. It gets me wodering, do I honestly love Josh?I haven't been able to answer that for a month or so.When we got to school I tried to dash for my locker but he tried to kiss me instead. I dodged the kiss and went down the hall. ''don't follow me, don't...'' I said to myself. Of course, he followed me. '' Babe, something wrong?'' I wish he would stop calling me ''babe'' if that is all he can think to call me then i might as well die. Why not ''Hey, beautiful'' or something? '' Oh, no , nothing wrong'' I said quickly and walked off. I bumped into someone in front me as I dashed off.
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