kourtneys status on fb haha ~ everyone keeps talking about how much they want a beach body ; don't they know that whales wash up on beaches more than eels do ; hmmmm..... yea ; you can have that beach body ; i'll stick to what i have lol
Hummingbird Heartbeat Chapter 2 As the bus pulled into my school I started walking off. My knees were shaking and all i could think was pull yourself together. If you see him just tell him how you feel, he will understand. I walked through the double doors that leads into the main entrance of my high school. Everyone I knew was rushing around like usual to get to their stuff for class. I saw my other good friend Emily arguing with my other good friend Jenna about who was a better singer Taylor Swift or Lady Gaga. Sarah and I met up with them and we headed towards are lockers. We passed are friends and said hello. But everyone could tell I was distracted by something. I was focused on finding Steven. Everyone I knew seemed to be crowding around me. I just wanted to find him and talk and hear his voice. I finally broke out from the crowd and made it to my locker. I checked my long wavy hair in the mirror when someone shut my locker. "Hey what's your problem..." then I stopped, Steven was leaning against my locker. Between his shinning smile, messy brown hair, and dark eyes I could have kissed him right then. But of course I didn't. "Hey Em why were you looking in the mirror, your hair looks great!" He whispered while he twirled my hair between his fingers. I blushed I could help myself. He's the only one that calls me Em. "Stop Steven won't Brianna get mad?!" I questioned, he turned away and let out a sigh. "Em I meant to ask you about that. So I kinda like her, and I wanted to know if you were okay with that?" my heart sank into my stomach. But some how I managed to answer him." "You know I don't get along with her but what ever makes you happy." "But Em what makes you happy?" he responds "I'm happy with what ever makes you happy." He's shocked by my answer. At that moment I feel like he knows I like him but he's a guy he's not smart enough to figure that out. So he just says "Your the best" and gives me a big hug. And in that moment I'm happy.
Who am I to say the grass was ever greener where my own feet struck on the earth? And that the fields they seemed much neater on my side of the fence; and who am I to question why you took the path you took? And who the fuck am I to open this closed book? But the pages just keep turning and my pen just won't dry, but my eyes they won't stop burning and yet you still have no reply.
baby staring at the star looking at the moon, whishing that I could be there with you. It's ok and it's alright . Baby listen to this lullaby… good night, sleep tight dream away with me tonight... Where ever you are no matter how far, just listen to me I'll send you to sleep..
Take me. This is all that i've got. This is all that I'm not. All that I'll ever be. I've got flaws, I've got faults. Keep searching for your perfect heart. It doesn't matter who you are. we all have our scars. ♥
I guess that in a way it had to be like this. And I guess in a way I'm glad it turned out like it did. Because I couldn't stand your sight. If I ran into you tonight; and if you died, I just don't think I'd have too much to say tonight.