Please Read. I am depressed. I am tired. My mom has cancer. I have grown up so much in the past 2weeks 5days. I have lost sleep. Eatn less. Lost weight. Stopped caring. My spring break, was spent taking care of her, doing what she needed. Giving her the meds she needs when she needs them. Getting her stuff to work on for work. Making sure she is comfortable. While my friends were all out not giving a care. I tried not to complain. I tried to stay strong. But I broke down this morning. I realized today, my life is going to be like this for the next 6months. While my friends will get to go places and have fun, most the time, I will be home, with my sick mom. But non of them even understand that. The meds make my mom upset. The whole family is under stress. I don't know what to do anymore. Its just. I. I don't know what to do. I'm just sorry I am not strong enough to do this. I am just falling apart. I am sorry.
Today is my best friend's birthday. 3/26;;♥ We've been through thick and thin, to hell and back 987652174 times. ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. But it was all worth it. I Love You, Kayla. [How about 13 faves for her?]
HIM~Fine. I like you. Liked you for a while but obviously it would just be awkward and I can't believe I am saying this. And i haven't told you before because we're best friends. BEST NIGHT EVER. ♥ Not pretty i dont really care right now(: Me and him just had our first fight today and it came down to this ♥
iceberg124 posted a quote
March 26, 2011 12:21am EDT
*Fave this* >Now< So that when your getting married one Day And you remember your Witty Account, -You sign on- See this as your favorite's, and remember everyone gets lucky with that one Person You'll secretly +Smile+ [[to yourself, because you know everything]] Worked Out credit for the rainbow to: HelloStranger