H a p p y//B i r t h d a y//T o //Y o u
you may not know I am saying this to you and you're probably smiling that you're finally fourteen already. You're going to be spending your day with your ex-girlfriend, which I find totally unfair. She broke your heart and you still have to spend this special day, with her. I went to my aunt's house today. I learned I'm good with little babies. I make the little boys smile and laugh, making them play hide-and-seek with me. I'm good with little girls, because they like to ramble on and on about things that happened months ago and I listen to every word they say. Will you ever know this? No. Why? You never wanted to get to know me. If you did have the urge to, I would give you this long paragraph about how special you are. How would I? Why don't I just show you what I mean. When I found out you have green eyes, I completely melted inside. There is not one boy in our grade with green eyes, and you're the first one. I love green eyes with a passion. Step one complete. When I see you down the hall, coming closer to me, I lose my train of thought and make no sense when I talk to my friends. I make myself sound like I am mad at them, sad about something, or just stupid. I hate myself later for it. I can't even keep my eyes off of you, no matter how hard I try. You became so much more attractive, I can't stand it. Is it normal for someone to have these many good looks? I surely don't think so. Step two complete. You know when you catch me starring at you, and you try to keep our glance at each other? Or when I catch you looking at me and I turn away? Don't ever think about it in a bad way. Truth is, I can't look at you for more then two seconds without drooling. You're gorgeous honey. You're the type I can't stand to look at because it burns me. Remember that time I almost rammed into you? Well I kind of did...But not really badly. But still. Your hand brushed against my arm, and after I thought I was going to die of shaking so hard. You smelled amazing, I wanted to hug you and just smell you. Breathe in whatever you put on that morning. I wanted it on me, so I could smell it later. Sounds crazy, I know.Remember that time I came into your study hall, and almost again, bumped right into you? That whole time when you were looking at me, I was shaking. I may have been controlling my voice well, but I was shaking inside. I always shake when you're around. I get so nervous...I don't know why. Step three complete. I'm good friends with one of your best friends.You know,he asks a lot of questions so all that is going through my mind is "Does he tell him my favourite music? Does he tell him about my life?Does he tell him about my grades?" I thought I was falling for you best friend, but I was really falling for you, even harder. Wouldn't it be weird if you found this? Ha, I'd laugh. That would be good for you. Anyway, you see this long paragraph?All for you.If you got to knew me, it would be longer.And stop cutting your hair...It looks better long.
Hope You Had An Awesome Day//Sorry It's 2 Hours Late.
*yes. his birthday is on April Fools Day. AKA April 1st.