I know eventually my feelings will fade out, that I'll forget about
how special you were, or how special you made me feel.
Eventually, time will change, or I'll just get use to it changing,
and my thoughts of you will drop. You'll cross my mind and
then you won't, I'll get the urge to call you then I won't, I'll find
myself wishing you were here, then I won't. It's just a phase,
and I've come to accept that that's all I ever was for you too, just
a phase for you to get through. I wasn't a life changing experience,
I never changed you for the better, and I never will, but I've
accepted that that girl was never going to be me, and whether I'm
fine with that has yet to be seen, I'm just happy I can be a better
type of change for someone who truly does deserve me.