When I hit the age 13, I didn't think change would come.
In fact, I had never experienced "change".
Only when I would "change" my clothes or "change" my hairstyle.
That's what I thought change meant. It does mean that, don't get me wrong,
but that's what I thought it only meant.
I didn't think life in general would change.
I loved my life back then. I had never taken anything seriously and I joked around a lot,
made people laugh. I had never noticed the small things.
I had never looked in the mirror and thought, "wow, my nose is getting big"
or, "wow, my thighs look huggge!". I just thought... well, I didn't really think anything.
Just put some lip-gloss on and went, "yep! Ready for school!". I didn't care how I looked
because there was nothing to care about.
If you get called "fat" or "ugly",
fat and ugly is what you see in the mirror.
If you get called "fat" and have somebody say to you that "you should stop eating"
(and what they mean is stop eating the bad things),
you'd actually stop eating.
from hibasamm.blogspot.com