"What's wrong?"
Oh, nothing. I'm just tired.
**well, let's see: I believed every damn word he said to me. I believed the I will always love you, no girl could ever take me away from you, I would never do anything to harm you, you're the only girl I care about. And he lied to me. Every one of those things was a lie. Now, he DID leave me. And yes, he left me for that one girl. The one that I knew he had a thing for all along, even if he said he didn't. We've had too many fights to count, and he is honestly one of the biggest jerks I have ever met. I now realize that he never even cared about me. Now, we don't even talk. He tries to talk to me sometimes, but it just hurts too much to talk back. And it upsets me that we don't talk but I have to make it seem like I don't care even though I do. I really miss the old him. He has become a completely different person lately that I don't even recognize anymore. And that is just plain sad right there. Every time I see him with her, it literally puts me in pain. Then, when I have a split second where I don't think about him, he comes racing back right through my mind and the fact that the amazing thing we had is now gone, hits me harder than ever before. I loved this boy so much, and no matter how much I try to convince myself that I don't, I still do. I try and try to get over him and get him out my heart and head, but he keeps finding his way back, and I'm not sure if I will ever be able to truly get over him.**
So there you have it, that's what's wrong.
But i would rather die than admit
that to anyone who asks me "what's wrong?"
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