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The next three days of school flew by. Luke tried talking to me here and there, but nothing like the first day. Maybe he was taking the hint i dont like him (but i do love him of course). Today was friday & school was almost over so the weekend was getting closer. Of course everyone was excited and couldnt wait. I heard about so many parties that were "supposibly" gonna be the party of the year. I've heard so many "you gotta be at this party tonight's". I was tired of it, i was thinking seriously about going with Hailey and Josh (josh is her boyfriend). And seeing what she had in store for me. I didnt like the whole "set up" thing, but i did like the whole "stop thinking about Luke" thing. I still want to figure out why Luke did that on the first day of school, because i mean first impressions are alot, & with that teacher, just imagine his with Luke. Everyone suddently took off running to their lockers, i was just trying to figure out what happened. But the final bell rung and i was completly out of it and didnt realize it had rung. Me and Luke (besides the teacher) were the only ones in the room. I glanced over and he was messing with his books. I think he was trying to make me think he wasnt waiting for me, but in reality he was. I did not say a word, i just got my things together & i headed for my locker out in the hall. As i reached my locker, i had just got it open what i saw Luke walk right past me, he didnt even look at me. That was the first time that i felt bad about not talking to him. But why should
i feel bad for anyways? He's the one that completly destroyed me for a whole year, and this summer i was finally getting over him, & what does he do? He goes and does something sweet, just like he always did when he first started flirting with me. I put my books up and headed home, i walked today, i had alot of things to think about.
Once i got home, i went to my room, & put my phone on the charger (i would die if my cell phones battery ever ran down & i couldnt charge it). My mom would be home anytime now (she usually got home 10 minutes after me but i walked extra slow today). I rushed over to get my ipod of it's charger, hopefully it's fully charged (i had it charging all night and all day). Before i could get the headphones on i heard my mom's voice talking to my little brothers (ones 13 his names Shane, other ones 11 his names Justin). She was asking them if they had any homework, and they told her no because it was the weekend, Shane had a attitude in his voice, & it make me half smile because i knew he would get in trouble (but of course he didnt). I ran downstairs (so i could ask my mom if i could go out tonight). She told me i had to ask my dad, so i sat in the living room watching tv waiting for my dad. My brother's had iCarly turned on, (Perfect show for a teenager, & an eleven year old). I would of usually argued with them & then won because i always ended with *IM OLDER* but not this time, it was diffrent. I was day dreaming about Luke. Wow i thought to myself, im day dreaming about a boy that broke my heart, & never even tried to talk to me after he broke up with me. I mean seriously that's real mature! It was just something about him that made me crazy, all the girls in my school wanted him. But why wouldnt they? He was so gorgeous, his dark brown hair, & light blue eyes. He could make a ministers daughter kill someone up for him. But he's a heart breaker i had to remind myself everytime i thought about him.
I heard the front door shut and i turned around, it was my dad. I knew i had to ask him something & that was the reason i was in there waiting but it totally slipped my mind. "Hey kid's how was school" my dad asked. "It was good" my brothers replyed. I didnt say anything because i didnt want to tell him the truth, the truth was it was completly horrible. My whole day, i wish Luke wouldnt even look at me, it's like when the same dog bites you over and over but you keep going back to it to pet it, you know it's gonna bite you again, but at that moment you dont care. That's how it is with Luke, i just want to be over him completley. And not care if he's around or not, it's just everytime i see him i get those butterflies i've always got when i seen him. I need help, and the sooner the better. I sat there trying to remember what i wanted to ask my dad but nothing came to mind. So i just went back upstairs to my room. I turned my radio on my favorite station (which i did at least three times a day). At first it didnt catch my attention. Then the song started going farther, & before i knew it, i was in tears. They were running down my face, Like rain on a window. "Our song" by Taylor Swift was on. That had been me and Lukes song. That was the first time i actually listened to it since we've been broken up! I just sat there on my bed, tear stains all over my pillows. I sang along to the song, remembering all the things we've been through, all the good times that have ever happened with us. I dont get it though, why should i be crying? It's been over a year, & he hasnt acted like he's wanted me back so forget him! He can get any girl in the school anyways, so why not one of them? The song had just ended when my phone lite up. "One New Message" it read, i opened it. And it was the name that would make any girl start bawling "Luke".
(End of Chapter 1)
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