you wanna know what?
whenever we cuddled together i was always , on my right
side. before i met you i slept on my left side, but i started sleeping
on my right side because i could imagine you holding me
as i went to sleep. then you dumped me and i continued to sleep on
my right side, and i continued to feel your arms around me, and
every time i went to bed it was like re-opening my wounded heart.
well last night i slept on my left side and it hurt when i woke
up because i wasn't used to it, but i know in time it wont hurt,
because ill get used to it. i guess thats kinda like our break up,
i'm not used to it, so it hurts, but after a while ill get used to it and
it won't hurt anymore.
*sorry that was a long rant, but its true, sadly. and it was
a random thought that popped into my head the other day.