and I said...I don't need a boyfriend, I'm completly happy as I am....that's truebut then i noticed him, my best friend, still liking me even though he was shut down before....then i thought, should I take the risk of loving him back? I know I would be happy.so I told him. It was confusing and hard but I did....never thought it would happen to me, but it did.so I know I was happy but now I'm a shining ray of happiness =]