the drugs begin to peak. . .a smile of joy arrives in me. . .but sadation changes to panic and nasuea. . .and breath starts to shorten. . .and heartbeats grow softer. . .you wont try to save me. . .you just want to hurt me. . .and leave me desperate. . .you tore my heart. . .a sense i never knew i had. . .i cant forgetthe times that i was. . .lost and depressed by the awful truth,how do you do it?your my heroine. . .you won't leave me alone. . .chiselled my heart out of stone. . .I give in every time,you tore my heart. . .a sense i never knew i had. . i cant forgetthe times that i was. . .lost and depressed by the awful truth,how do you do it?your my heroine. . .i beg you laugh. . .at the thought of me,thinking for myself. . .i beg you please. . .that im better off with you than someone else. . .your face arrives again. . .i'll hope i had become surreal. . .but under your covers, more torture than pleasure. . .and just past your lips theres more anger than laughter. . .not now or forever will i ever change you. . .i know that to go on, i'll pray you know happiness,you tore my heart. . .a sense i never knew i had. . i cant forgetthe times that i was. . .lost and depressed by the awful truth,how do you do it?your my heroine. . .I will save myself. . .silverstein - my heroine (acoustic)