She Jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said "How is my little Boy? Is he gonna be all right? When can i see him?" The surgeon said: "I'm sorry but your boy didn't make it"The Mother said "Why do Children get cancer? Does God still care? Where were you god when my son needed you?"The Surgeon asked "would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he is transported to the university."The mom nodded. The nurse cut a lock of the boys hair and put it in a plastic bag and handed it to the mom.The mom added to the nurse " it was his idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said that he would get another chance to help someone else. At first i said no" After a short pause she went on " My Jimmy had a heart of Gold, always thinking of someone else, always wanted to help someone else."She walked out of Childrens Mercy hospital for the last time, tearied eyed and in a mess,she had spent the last 6 months there. She put Jimmys stuffin the seat beside her in the car.The drive home was difficult, it was even more difficult to enter the empty house with Jimmys stuff, she started placing things back in Jimmys room exactly where she found them, She laid down her head on his pillow and softly cried herself to sleep.It was around midnight when she awoke. Lyingbeside her on the bed was a folded letter the letter said:'Dear Mom, I know you are gonna miss me: but don't think that i will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just cause i am not around to love you i will always love you. Someday we will see eachother. But between that time if you want to adopt a little boy that so your not too lonley that would be fine with me. He can even have my old room and toys and everything. But if you get a girl she probably wouldn't like the same stuff us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff that she would like. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place, Grandma and Grandpa greeted me just as i got here. They showed me around but this place is huge so i didn't see it all. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet when i saw him i knew it was him. Jesus himself took me to see God! And guess what mom i got to sit on Gods knee, and talk to him lime i was someone important. Thats when i told him that i wanted to write you a letter, to tell you goodbye and everything, but i already knew that that was allowed.Well you know what mom? god handed me a piece of paper and his own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God told me to give you an answer to one of your questions 'Where was he when i needed him'? 'God said that he was in the same place as me, as when his son jesus was on the cross. He was right there. Oh by the way no one else can see what i have written you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God his pen back now, he needs to write some more names in the book of life. tonight i get to sit with jesus for supper i am sure the food will be great!Oh i almost forgot to tell you i don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad cause i couldn't stand that pain anymore, and God couldn't see me hurt anymore either.Thats why he sent the angel of mercy to come get me. The angel said that i was a special delivery! How bout that?Signed with love Jesus and menott mine, but so sad.