lovelife09 posted a quote
January 24, 2008 5:43am EST
you shoulda said no, you shoulda gone home you shoulda thought twice before you let it all go. you shoulda known what you did with her get back to me. i shoulda been there in the back of your mind i shouldnt be asking myself why, you should be begging for forgiveness at me feet, you shoulda said no and baby you might still have me!!
The girl was over him for the most part, but there was still something gradually tearing holes in her delicate heart like a dog might tear at a bone. It was the ragged, gaping crevice he had left behind. It was missing having someone who needed her. It was knowing that every happy moment she might have had to dwell upon when he was gone was, in all actuality, a lie. A stupid, obvious, painful lie.
it wasnt until i was almost home that i began to feel a funny little pain near the location of my hopefully still beating heart. it was as if my heart was literally ready to crack into a thousand little pieces.
I remember the quiet of the library, and mascara running down the front of his leather jacket. I remember plastering a fake smile on and how nobody, not even my best friend, could see through that mask. I remember the space-that horrid, empty space- between us on the lunchroom bench and how nobody dared to sit inbetween us. why cant I forget?
if i could see you one more time . I'd tell you all the toughts in my mind . I'd tell you how much i love being with you .when we are togeather i for get all my anger & fears.. i wish you where still hereand that for that i should have never let you walk out of my life...i hate when i go to sleep b/c yoou are always there ..I'd walk right up to you & say the one that i miss and i'm not going to cry..but i would like to have one more kiss and that would be goodbye .... i love yo with allmy heart ...