Do You Ever Feel Ignored?
Have you ever felt ignored by someone you care about.
And it feels like they never did care.
That they can walk right past you and not see you.
And they walk past you every time….
That they hang with all your enemies just so you wont talk to them.
And giggle when you hang your head.
That is sometimes how I feel and mostly by the ones I love the most.
It hurts so much to see them walk away like that…
I feel defeated.
Cold, ice, lonely.
But I know I’m not.
I know that they still love me deep down in there heart.
They just are afraid to show it.
And they call me over to there house after school.
And sit and hang out for hours.
Until I ask them why they don’t talk to me in school.
And they tell me something like they have to go eat.
And I leave.
I go to my friends house and then probably the park.
And sit on the swings until it is dark.
And then I give hugs to all of my friends.
And say.
“I’m going home.”
And then my one friend always walks me home.
And he likes to talk to me sometimes.
Sometimes he only walks halfway but I still like that he was there with me.
And then he would hug me and kiss me on the cheek.
And all the things that happened today would just melt.
I would forget the whole thing because he showed that he cared.
And at the time that was all I wanted to think about.
Is the one person who would stick with me until the end.
And he always did.
He was always there when I fell down.
He was always there with me sitting in the snow, because I was upset.
He was always there when I was alone.
He was always there…..and always will be…
That is how he became the one I fell in love with….
And I know that he loves me too.
I am so glad that, that one friend of mine decided that I was no one that one day.
Because if I wasn’t sad.
The one I love would have never sat there talked to me.
So I thank you.
And this boy...I love you
~Sometimes being ignored hurts.....
But it is what you get in the end.
Dont be mean and get revenge.
just love..~