HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:40pm UTC
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it's like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:40pm UTC
she sits in her room, lights turned off, phone disconnected. cut off from the outside world. as the first tear runs down her face, all the memories of before come back. and it hurts more then any thing physical. after time passes, you keep entering her thoughts. but, you wouldn't understand if she told you.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:41pm UTC
the worst thing in the world is being so sick of life. just so sick of everything. it's even worse when there's no one to turn to, not one shoulder to cry on, no one to promise you 'everything will be okay.' it's those days when nothing is going right. when you go unnoticed, when you feel so alone.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:43pm UTC
i was falling apart enough with you around and now that you're gone, i don't know what to do with myself. i hope you're doing well. i hope you're happy, but most of all, i hope you miss me too.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:43pm UTC
i'm mad at myself not you. i'm mad for always being nice; always apologizing for things i didn't do. for getting attached and for making you a huge part of my life
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:45pm UTC
sometimes i wonder if you ever think of me & what we used to be. there are moments when you look at me, and i see a flicker of something in your eyes, like you wish you could say something but you don't it's times like these i miss you the most.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:48pm UTC
A husband asks: Why do you weep & snuffle over a TV program & the imaginary sadness of people you have never met? Wife: For the same reason you scream & yell when a man you don`t know makes a touchdown.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:49pm UTC
i was making a list. i was checking it twice. in the middle of this, i got tears in my eyes. cause in my foolish heart, there was only one simple truth: the only gift i wanted was you.
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:52pm UTC
The worst feeling isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone you could never forget. To look back and see how things use to be, knowing it'll never be the same, and realizing it doesn't matter to him at all because [ - HE . DOESN'T . MISS . A . THING - ]
HeLlOxLoNelYx posted a quote
October 29, 2007 12:55pm UTC
You know, I saw you today, just when I thought I was beginning to forget you. The instant that I saw you, I got nervous, my stomach began to turn, & I almost started crying & as much as I didn't want to look at you, but I couldn't take my eyes off you</3